…But I’m the crazy one.

So I just found out my ex wife re-routed my Hydro bills to an unrelated 3rd address.

She denies it of course, but I had the guy who received it knock on my door – because he’s just up the street.

Phoned Hydro…they said SHE requested the change.  You better damn well believe I told them she was not in any way connected to my account…apparently she was still on there from the time the hydro bill at her place was still in my name because of her bad debts.

Bad enough I haven’t seen my children since June 2016, now I have to put up with this petty, childish bullshit from her.

BUT I’M THE “CRAZY” ONE.

Somebody Gimme Some Good News

Every day I struggle out of bed
Every day is a throbbing in my head
Don’t condemn me for dulling the pain
When living with it drives me insane

All want is to be free
Of this tactical misery
But the blade of the enemy
is sharp in my back
I don’t wanna complain
But I’m under attack
I got the blues

Somebody gimme some good news

All I want is to live again
All I want is this life to end
Don’t you tell me I’m living it wrong
When I’m doing what I can just to stay strong

All want is to be free
Of this tactical misery
But the blade of the enemy
is sharp in my back
I don’t wanna complain
But I’m under attack
I got the blues

Somebody gimme some good news

What you see is what you is what you regret
What I won’t ever let you forget
Think of me every now and then
Think I’ll never trust you again

All I want is a little joy
All I want are my girls and boy
Don’t believe that my nightmare is real
But not all prisons are made of steel

All want is to be free
Of your tactical bullshittery
But the blade of the enemy
is deep in my back
I don’t wanna complain
But I’m under attack
I got the blues

Somebody gimme some good news
Somebody gimme some good news
Somebody gimme some good news
Somebody gimme some good goddamn news

Every day I struggle out of bed
Every day is a throbbing in my head
Don’t condemn me for dulling the pain
When living with it drives me insane

What you see is what you is what you regret
What I won’t ever let you forget
Think of me every now and then
Think I’ll never trust you again

All want is to be free
Of your tactical bullshittery
But the blade of the enemy
is deep in my back
I don’t wanna complain
But I’m under attack
I got the blues

Somebody gimme some good news
Somebody gimme some good news
Somebody gimme some good news
Somebody gimme some good goddamn news

Cruel

I miss my babies so goddamn much…all I can think is that I’m missing their birthday…all I can think about is how unfair this is for them, as well as me. All I feel is agony. All I want is my children…to be their father, again…

Author, Curmudgeon, Geek, Opinionated